Another Song I wrote -- called, "For You".

Dedicated to Danny <3 Xoxoxox

Roses are black,

Violets are too.

If I don't hate you,

Does it mean that I love you-ou?

Cause all of this just isn't worth it.

Can you make up your mind?

And leave the bad things behind?

Cause I'm dead to you,

Cause I'm dead to you,

Cause I'm dead to you,

What am I to do?

Let me know,

Let me know,

Let me know, how...

Cause I just need to know, how..

Cause I just need to know what, where, who, when, how..

If I wanna be with yooou,

What am I supposed to do?

Oh, what, what, what, what,whaat?

No, just shut up

Cause I guess its useless,

Thats just what I'll confess....

Cause I love you,

and I don't know what to do....

Just give me sooomething, to sing about!

Cause when I see you in the crow-owd,

I'll give you a shout!

Cause I'm still lovin you...

I just dunno what to do...

And DOWN comes the rain,

Alooong with the pain,

along with the pain, along with the pain,

Oh, who should I blame,

Cause I'll never have some fame..

Am I ganna ever seee,

you smile, again, again, again...

All my life, Ohhh, Where have you been?

Cause I always wanna be with you,

Is it really real, is it really reeeal?

But, its my heart!

That you'll alllways steal!

Ohh, ohh, ohh, ohh, oh.

I'll do anything, oh anything, anything..

To be with you!

Be with you..

No matter,

What I have to do!

Cause it will always be for you.

<3 For you. <3

♥

Hai!!!!

So I saw Danny today... I was soooo happy!
By the way, leave a comment if you think I should write another song.
A bunch of people were in Ant Hill tonight.
So... yeah... :P

My song

So, I wrote a song in the period of time that I was grounded...
Its kind of dedicated to 2 people who I'd rather not mention...
It's called, "Love is a lie".

When you have nothing to live for, anymore..

Everything starts losing it's point,

And you fall down to the floor.

If I love you,

If you loved me,

Then come on we're free,

If you'll understand..

If you'll come and see..

Or fine, just go and leave me be.

Cause love is a lie,

And so are you and I,

 What am I to do,

When I'm still fallin' for you.

If we're true,

I'll love you,

So come on, come on,

But love is so delicate...

Am I really ready yet?..

Am I really ready yet?..

Am I really ready yet?..

Cause love is a lie,

and so are you and I.

What am I supposed to do,

When I think that I love you.

When I cry on the phone,

I know you don't care.

Cause I hear the small click...

And then your gone..

And then your gone..

And then your gone..

All those couples looks so happy together...

Why can't we be like that too?

Is it really me or you?

Is it just not meant to be...

Or is love the one at fault?

Or is love the one at fault?

Or is love the one at fault?

It's really impossible to tell

Isn't it?

If we ever seemed...

More than this

I'd check if it was real.

Cause it wouldn't feel right,

You do know what you mean to me,

Don't you?

You know how much you mean to me,

Don't you?

Don't you?

Don't you?

Don't you?

Don't you?

Don't you?...

I know you must..

Cause love is just a lie,

and so are you and I.

What am I to do...

I'm still fallin for you.

<3 xoxoxo. <3

You know what? I will say who its for.

It's for Danny and DImentio on Kongregate.

Dimentio: Hate your ass.

Danny: Love you. <3

Why, Maybe, How.

(Heres a story I write a few days ago when I was all depressed... -_-")

Dear Anonymous,

Why did I cry, when I knew you weren't dead? Or maybe was it something else.

Why did I cry, when I knew you would be perfectly fine? Maybe, was it a wrong thought?

Maybe, maybe.


Could it have been a simple lie that you were fine? Or maybe, were they just lies to keep me safe?

Were they lies to attempt and fix my already broken heart?

Maybe.

Why was it so, that I was torn away from you so long? Maybe, was it my fault?
Did I not protect you long enough?

Maybe, should I have kept you to myself?....maybe, it was a mistake to think of that as selfish.

Or was it selfish to keep you to myself?

Maybe... But I'll never know unless you tell me, my forbidden and lost love. Why. Maybe. How.


(To be continued)

13 cute things.

1.  Kittens. But not when Tom Cruise eats them.
2. Bunnies.
3. Teddy Bears.
4. My dog, Oreo.
5. Dogs hugging kittens.
6. Glasses.
7. Emos.
8. Mice.
9. Christmas and Birthday cards.
10. Skelanimals.
11. My best friend.
12. Freckles. But not too many.
13. .....YOU!*

*maybe.

13 strange things

1. Me, myself, and I.
2. The scar on my leg.
3. National Chocolate Covered Anything Day.
4. Twitching eyes.
5. Lllamas.
6. Dinosaurs.
7. The word Rawr.
8. Unicorns.
9. Other Mythical beings....
10. Tight Pants.
11. Pickledicks.
12. Emo cookies.
13. Random, stupid twitter posts.

Love you guys! See ya. xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Okay...

So. Since I need 13 (now 12, including this one) more posts, I think I'm going to make a lot of lists of thirteen things, each. For example:

1. 13 strange things.
2. 13 cute things.
3. 13 stupid things.
4. 13 normal things
5. 13 things made by Chinese people
6. 13 stupidly American things
7. 13 old-fashioned things
8. 13 sparkly things
9. 13 helpless things
10. 13 teeny-tiny things
11. 13 slow things
12. 13 fluffy things
13. 13 young things

:) There ya go. By the way. I used the number 13 because it's my FAVORITE number! :)

Cooooolll....

I've had my blog for 116 days, or.....
 3 months, 24 days
10,022,400 seconds
167,040 minutes
2784 hours
16 weeks (rounded down)


Lol. :P
So, for me to have posted every day (or at least have a post for each day that I've owned this blog) I need
13 more posts! I'll work on it. :)

Lol....

LOL

chantz999: so how was your guys day?

chantz999: ...

kazookazoo: Hmm.

AziDude: BLARGH

kazookazoo: Blargle?

AziDude: no blargh

kazookazoo: Gargle.

AziDude: smargle?

kazookazoo: Smeagol.

AziDude: indeed

chantz999: IMMA FIRIN MEH-swolles lazor and explodes_

AziDude: ok then

AziDude: ITS CHRISTMAS!!!

whyudothstomebra: uits not christmas

whyudothstomebra: yet

whyudothstomebra: theres still liek 12 days

AziDude: ure a filthy liar

whyudothstomebra: ok?

whyudothstomebra: christmas is on liek the 25 isnt it?

AziDude: it is ok

AziDude: yes it is on the 25

whyudothstomebra: yea its the 13th today

AziDude: FILTHY LIAR!!!!!!!

chantz999: azi your messed

lolcat75: MEGHEH!

AziDude: BLARGH!

lolcat75: noez!

AziDude: URE A FILTHY LIAR!

Meghan16: lol.

lolcat75: MEGHANEH!

lolcat75: ur face r filfeh liar!

AziDude: hahahahahaha IM NOT LAUGHING COS ITS NOT FUNNY!!!!

chantz999: can i has a cheezburger?

AziDude: of corze u cans

lolcat75: i can haz?

AziDude: of corze

lolcat75: ^_^

lolcat75: i can haz jazz album four smooof listinin?

chantz999: pffft neveh

AziDude: can u?

lolcat75: can haz queen album?

chantz999: maybe you can

AziDude: can haz i?

Meghan16: i can haz hug?

lolcat75: *emo hugs meghaneh*

AziDude: BIG hug

Meghan16: *emo hugs lolcat*

AziDude: no one givz meh hugz?

lolcat75: emo cookiehz for meh n restyless?

Meghan16: *makes emo cookehs for cat and aren*

COLIN_MCALLISTER: playstation 3

AziDude: xbox 360

lolcat75: aren?

lolcat75: *slaps aren for cookiehs*

RestlessNative: moi

lolcat75: *unslaps*

RestlessNative: how is everybody doing on this cataclysmic of all days?

AziDude: meh wanz chikin!

lolcat75: chikinen ftw!

chantz999: too bad you get the turkey

lolcat75: baananananananannnanananana ftw!

AziDude: no. meh wanz chikin! not turkeyz

lolcat75: noe

lolcat75: turkehz only burd round dis tima 3secksty5 days

chantz999: TOO BAD Twe are out of chickin qwe sold it all to restless

RestlessNative: I didnt get no chickin

AziDude: nooooooooo stuwpid restles

RestlessNative: 0.o

AziDude: 0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0oo0o0o0o

lolcat75: can haz gnative?

chantz999: we will have more chickin in 5 years

raptor401i: how bout all u fags go sucka dick

lolcat75: how bout noe!

AziDude: wot ure mums

AziDude: :)

chantz999: LOL

RestlessNative: raptor, nice offer but I am not that way inclined. Pretty sure there are websites you can for that though

raptor401i: no urn dads

lolcat75: that was the worse picketty up line eber

AziDude: no ure cats

lolcat75: me?

AziDude: no?

RestlessNative: look, if you are going to try to insult me then at the very least learn to spell

lolcat75: :O ia was neuterecd :'(

chantz999: XD

AziDude: :)

1337al: hey RN!

lolcat75: and he failed 2 hit teh biggest key on teh board "sucka"

AziDude: me?

RestlessNative: elloooooo al!

lolcat75: i ent no sucka!

1337al: how are you?

AziDude: me?

RestlessNative: meh with a tad more meh thrown on top, you?

Meghan16: Lol.

AziDude: me?

AziDude: u?

RestlessNative: anybody

AziDude: im actually quite ok

1337al: i am alright, my attempts at using my laptop to record music are not going to plan but meh

lolcat75: *kicks dude in teh stomache*

RestlessNative: aww, why not to plan?

Meghan16: *poke* mwaha.

lolcat75: u no oh kay now

AziDude: lolololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololoololololololololollololololololololololololololo

kazookazoo: Jesus in a Jar, what the hell's going on in here?

Draugendark: hi guys

chantz999: lol

lolcat75: jesus comes in a easy open jar now?

Draugendark: >_>

AziDude: kazookazoo

1337al: one of my keyboards is giving off loads of noise, and my sampler is refusing to play 1 particular sample probley xD

RestlessNative: exactly that Kaz, mythical being in a enclosed space

lolcat75: back in mar day you had to catch your own dam jebus!

chantz999: LOL

AziDude: i haz a jevus im meh poket

lolcat75: i haz jenis penis

lolcat75: :)

chantz999: O_O

RestlessNative: al, you tried any different leads, that usually is the problem. And what types of file does your sampler play?

AziDude: :)

chantz999: oh gawd

lolcat75: iza miricle!

lolcat75: feeds 5000!

AziDude: jebves fedz meh eggs!!!!!!!1

1337al: i only have one lead and it worked perfectly for my other keyboard,and the sampler plays wavs but i need to edit the files settings

chantz999: o thought you said you were nuterd

1337al: ill do it later

AziDude: :):):):):):)::):):):):):):):):):):)::):)

RestlessNative: that whole feeding 5000 with a loaf of bread is just silly. 5000 people turn up and they only bring a small amount of bread? Luckily Jesus was magic huh?

lolcat75: dude it was ressurected!

RestlessNative: al, try giving the plug a little clean with an earbud

chantz999: WTF

RestlessNative: might be dust stuck in side or something

lolcat75: get another keyboard?

Meghan16: might be a DUCK stuck inside..... XD

Dragon1590: what duck

RestlessNative: those pesky ducks...

Dragon1590: lol

lolcat75: toilet duck!

AziDude: it cud wel b a duck

kazookazoo: Duckroll

chantz999: do you have feathers in your ear?

Dragon1590: hahahaha!

lolcat75: put some duck tape on it that will wrok

RestlessNative: you just had to mention food...

1337al: its because its a custom made keyboard, when i get a microphone for xmas ill have to use that to record it

Dragon1590: lol

lolcat75: i can haz duckeh?

AziDude: ive heard that some ducks sneak into ure toilet at night and start drinking all the water

Dragon1590: ?

chantz999: NO YOU CAN HAS A CHICKIN

RestlessNative: al, if it is custom made you should be able to open it up right?

AziDude: i haz can chikin?

Dragon1590: hahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!

lolcat75: silly humanz....

1337al: i know nothing about electronics....

AziDude: lolcat

kazookazoo: Duck is too gamey for me.

chantz999: IM NOT A HOOMAN I IZ TEH FATHER!

Draugendark: lol

lolcat75: :O

lolcat75: father of wat?

Meghan16: *says duck 13 times*

AziDude: not TEH FATHER

lolcat75: ted?

RestlessNative: meh, that doesnt matter. Unplug it, open it up and just have a little look to see if there are any lose wires or wires too close to eachother

Dragon1590: !!!

chantz999: OF JOO!

RestlessNative: loose*

1337al: i dont want to risk it :(

kazookazoo: Or there might even be microscopic ducks nesting inside it.

lolcat75: u farfer of ted?

lolcat75: get a sound musicain dammit

Meghan16: roflmao.

Dragon1590: what r you guys all talking about?

AziDude: u

lolcat75: ur face

kazookazoo: Tiny little ducks the size of a pinhead.

RestlessNative: awww, live a little al. You might just learn a little about what you ar using

RestlessNative: are*

Dragon1590: what?

therockboy: restless * hugs *

RestlessNative: ello rock

Dragon1590: who?

kazookazoo: Al, if it doesn't work now, what exactly are you risking?

Draugendark: u.u

therockboy: how r u m8

lolcat75: we stopped talkin bout ma jenis then?

1337al: it doe work just not when i connect it too my pc

AziDude: BLARGH

Meghan16: *copy and pastes hilariousnuss chat moment*

kazookazoo: Ahh.

Draugendark: meghan are you emo?..

1337al: i think i need to check the settings on it

chantz999: *copy and pastes hilariousnuss chat moment*

RestlessNative: a Hum is usually given off when something is loose or occasionally when 2 parts are touching

Meghan16: Yes!!!! And Imma scare your mum with my emo powers!

kazookazoo: Or when balls are touching.

AziDude: DONT LIE

Draugendark: lol

Draugendark: ye ye

AziDude: FILTHY LIAR

Dragon1590: emo are like zombies

therockboy: emo girls are fitt

RestlessNative: I never Hum when balls are touching

kazookazoo: I do :)

lolcat75: YOU SAID YOU LUBED MEH!

1337al: i dont think there are any ball-bearings in it

RestlessNative: peeps, caps...chill em out

kazookazoo: *lubes lolcat*

lolcat75: *lubbed

RestlessNative: al, ball bearings are the future

lolcat75: ia tell u guys bout my jalls?

kazookazoo: Yeah, quantum ball bearings the size of a microscopic duck.

That was uhh... kinda disturbing. I edited out the un-funny stuffs. Okay wait its all funny. Imma go draw microscopic ducks, and jesus in a jar.